when there is a lot of question mark on my head ???????

given a situation where ....... i am...

      i am now in my road... right now i have a straight one.. i continue walking walking and walking which is my objective to reach the end of the road.. that is my only objective.. but then the straight road doesnt seem to have an end. instead it branch into two.. so now i have to choose which one i should pick... the left one or the right one.. asking my self.. why i didnt think about this before.. now im just like a robot. i just do what i have to do.. without asking why.. isn;t that stupids??? if i  think earlier i may have preparations and i will not come into this confusion. then i wonder .. maybe i could take one road and go  where it will take me to and later come back to the other road.  but then a question pop up in my head.. what if the road i want to pick which is the right one may have another branch and another .. how will it be.. then i will forgot about the road that i left.. the left one... so now i know what ever it is. i need to choose one. because i cannot comeback and take another road later which i wish to do..

but i know. both road are taking me into good result both will be good.. but then the problem is  which one of the road will give me a much more better result.. i become very tired and then i just sleep there waiting for help.. may be someone will help me.. to choose which one is better.. im still waiting now.. yeah i am still waiting..

aku tak baik pun.... aq jahat...... aq bukanyer cantekk pown... aq ugly...... aq selalu bersangka buruk.... aq tak bagus pown.. sore aq tak sedap pownnnn....  aq gemokkk .... muke aq byk pimples.....aq tak pandai plak tuh...... so what??? ape aq kesah ngun korg yang aq pasti satu hari nanti aq akan berjaya aq akan pastikan aq tak cakap besar!!!!!

i need 800 ... in 30 days oh gosh how to find?????????

ya allah tolong tunjukkan aq jalan ya allah

BESTFRIeNd!!!!!!! ape tuh???? urgh!!

bile ckp pasal frenz nih .. macam2!!! hmmm.... hah?? ape dye???bestfriend aq sape?? ohhh... bestfriend aq dr kecik sampai skunk name dye zackyyyyy!!!! cool giller name zacky tak de r dye adelah NUR ZAKIAH ADNAN tapi sejak aq masuk matrix ni cm da terpisah la plak .. tapi ktowg kontek2 jgk seh...andddd bff aq yang sgt sgt cantik syazlinnnnn... aq syg gillerrrr kat ko.. hoho zzz..jgn terase plak..sahabat 2 aq sumenyer mmg cantik2 belaaka huhuhu.. korg 2org la sahabat aq dunia akhirat...huhuhuhuhu...... n kat UM ni bestfriend aq dya n kak epy!!!! kat sini aq nak betawu yang aq syggggggggggggggggggggggg banget sama kamu semua!!!!!!!! andai aq ade wat salah aq minta maaf..tapi aq nak betawu korg la sahabat aq yang terbaik tak de org yang boleh gantiii....kalau boleh aq nak jadi yang terbaik untuk korg... tapi sometimes aq selalu wat benda yang stupid huhu... ckp pon tak jaga tak de insurans..aq nih ckp dulu bawu pikir bkn pk dulu bawu cakap isk3!!! aq harap korg maafkan aq yer!!!!! walauapepun aq nak korg tawu yang aq bkn shj kawan korg untuk bergelak ketwa tapi kawan susah dan senang.. aq nak jadi sahabat buat korg... ;p C:

papepunnnnnnn AQ SYGGGG KOWG 

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