when there is a lot of question mark on my head ???????

given a situation where ....... i am...

      i am now in my road... right now i have a straight one.. i continue walking walking and walking which is my objective to reach the end of the road.. that is my only objective.. but then the straight road doesnt seem to have an end. instead it branch into two.. so now i have to choose which one i should pick... the left one or the right one.. asking my self.. why i didnt think about this before.. now im just like a robot. i just do what i have to do.. without asking why.. isn;t that stupids??? if i  think earlier i may have preparations and i will not come into this confusion. then i wonder .. maybe i could take one road and go  where it will take me to and later come back to the other road.  but then a question pop up in my head.. what if the road i want to pick which is the right one may have another branch and another .. how will it be.. then i will forgot about the road that i left.. the left one... so now i know what ever it is. i need to choose one. because i cannot comeback and take another road later which i wish to do..

but i know. both road are taking me into good result both will be good.. but then the problem is  which one of the road will give me a much more better result.. i become very tired and then i just sleep there waiting for help.. may be someone will help me.. to choose which one is better.. im still waiting now.. yeah i am still waiting..

aku tak baik pun.... aq jahat...... aq bukanyer cantekk pown... aq ugly...... aq selalu bersangka buruk.... aq tak bagus pown.. sore aq tak sedap pownnnn....  aq gemokkk .... muke aq byk pimples.....aq tak pandai plak tuh...... so what??? ape aq kesah ngun korg yang aq pasti satu hari nanti aq akan berjaya aq akan pastikan aq tak cakap besar!!!!!

i need 800 ... in 30 days oh gosh how to find?????????

ya allah tolong tunjukkan aq jalan ya allah

BESTFRIeNd!!!!!!! ape tuh???? urgh!!

bile ckp pasal frenz nih .. macam2!!! hmmm.... hah?? ape dye???bestfriend aq sape?? ohhh... bestfriend aq dr kecik sampai skunk name dye zackyyyyy!!!! cool giller name zacky tak de r dye adelah NUR ZAKIAH ADNAN tapi sejak aq masuk matrix ni cm da terpisah la plak .. tapi ktowg kontek2 jgk seh...andddd bff aq yang sgt sgt cantik syazlinnnnn... aq syg gillerrrr kat ko.. hoho zzz..jgn terase plak..sahabat 2 aq sumenyer mmg cantik2 belaaka huhuhu.. korg 2org la sahabat aq dunia akhirat...huhuhuhuhu...... n kat UM ni bestfriend aq dya n kak epy!!!! kat sini aq nak betawu yang aq syggggggggggggggggggggggg banget sama kamu semua!!!!!!!! andai aq ade wat salah aq minta maaf..tapi aq nak betawu korg la sahabat aq yang terbaik tak de org yang boleh gantiii....kalau boleh aq nak jadi yang terbaik untuk korg... tapi sometimes aq selalu wat benda yang stupid huhu... ckp pon tak jaga tak de insurans..aq nih ckp dulu bawu pikir bkn pk dulu bawu cakap isk3!!! aq harap korg maafkan aq yer!!!!! walauapepun aq nak korg tawu yang aq bkn shj kawan korg untuk bergelak ketwa tapi kawan susah dan senang.. aq nak jadi sahabat buat korg... ;p C:

papepunnnnnnn AQ SYGGGG KOWG 

bosan aku dengan penat

bosan aku dengan penat
dan enyah saja kau pekat
seperti berjelaga jika ku sendiri

Tentang Seseorang (Puisi) ; Dian Sastro

Magic Wordssssss

It's really painful to say goodbye 
to someone that you don't want to let go
 but
 its even more painful to ask someone to stay
 if they never wanted to stay

MaGiC WordSS

your enemy is your best friend
they always tell your weaknesses
they make you become careful and aware
they make you to watch your step

so your enemy improve you

tribute to kamal @k@ comey

 assalam....

ya allah, time aq type entry ni seriusly air mata nga mengalir, hari ni sepupu, ahmad qamal  atau aq suke pggl dye comey tp kitorg sepupusepapat pggl dye kamal, telah meninggal dunia akibat kemalangan. terase lagi arwah tuh masih ade. sungguh! aq still tak leh terima yg dye, betul2 dah meninggal. aq rase rinduu kat ko kamal. menyesal plak aq tolak ko nk blanje mkn arituh.

 arwah kamal.

arwah seorg yg sgt baik n sgt sopan santun.

dalam banyak2 sepupu lelaki aq yg len .. dye la yg plg aq hormat.. 

1) anak yg baik

ape je yg mak dye suruh dye mesti buat . tak pernah la aq tgk dye kurg ajar ngun mak long n pak long dye cakap pon lembut jek ngun org tue, bkn org tue jek sume org.. 

2) abg yg sporting!!

dengan adik2 dye otai je sempoi je la. ade la jgk dye marah adik dye tp tu marah benda yg baik la kan n arwah jgk protective ngun adik dye.

byk lagi ya allah aq tak percaye ko da pergi kamal.. 

            aq igt lagi time kecik2 dlu dye suke bwat lawak , dye petik bunga pastuh letak kat telinga and buat2 la konon2nyer dye tuh perempuan kalau ade angah lagilah menjadi2 diorg tuh. arwah ni seorg yg happy, sentiasa senyum.. jrg la nmpk muke dye msm ...yg lagi tak bleh blah mase moyang kitorg meninggal kitorg boleh plak buat bising men kejar2 lah men polis2 lah.. lwk sgt... tbe2 rase rinduuu sgt kat ko kamal.

   Doa seorang sahabat,

   kamal,

semoga kau berbahagia dan tenang di sana,

semoga allah mencucuri rahmat ke atasmu,

kehilangan mu amat terasa

tetapi senyum tawa dan gelakmu akan sentiasa tersemat di hatiku dan di memori

Al-fatihah

 AHMAD QAMAL MOHD AZMI

its why???

kenape manusia ni suke berlagak pandai?????? kalau org tuh berlagak pandai op kos org len tak  suke.. so kite  kene berlagak bodoh ke???
kenape org perempuan nih cepat perasan .. konon laki tuh suke kat dye lah.. padahal x2ally laki tuh cooll jek.. kenape??? kenape??? kenape laki asik nmpk cool perempuan pulak tak? habes tu plak!! perempuan yang macammane yg dikatekan cool!!!! kenape kite rase asek kite jek kene faham org len tapi diri kite sendiri sape nak faham!!! betul ke???  yg penting kenape aq pening pening kepala pasal nih hohohohohohohohohoho yg penting hidup kene enjoy.. forget evrything life is only once!!!

anime and games yg aq suke!!!!!

alang2 aq tak leh tdo nih!! mari lah kite berblogging hehehe..... anime yg pade aq grafik dye cantek and menarik tertarik huhu tentulah ciptaan clamp!! tsubasa chronicles and cardcaptor sakura

huhu...... cantek ngat clamp lukis .... cantek kan!!!! aq harap satu hari t boleh la aq pakai salah satu cosplay clamp.........kan aq suke dreaming.. dlu mase kecik2 sebelum tdo mesti aq berangan jadi sakura hehehe...berangan jadi puteri lah huhu.. nak wat ape da aq mmg suke berangan....tapi shaoran n sakura mmg plg besh.......
selain itu.....
anime yg aq tak abeh2 minat and tak abeh2 agy is naruto....

tapi naruto ni mmg femes ... dye byk ajar kite nilai2 untuk teruskan hidup.. mcm naruto huhu
lagiiiiii aq suke games!!!!!
aq suke final fantasy and lineage!!!
lau tak tawu hah tgk la kat bawah nih... cantek2!!!! grafik dye

hah oklah aq nak tgk naruto plak heheheheh

happy birthday dya!!!!

huhuhuhuhu......C:  hari ni 18 / 01 / 2011 tepat lah umo cik dya 20 taon... happy birthday dya...(sape dya??? ) haaa nak citer lah ni.. dya ni dak bilik sebelah aq huhu member yg aq rapat dr awal orientasi.. mhs.. sampai la skunk.. aq harap lepas nih.. even kitowg da len bilik aq harap kitorg still rapat lah..mcm skunk n sampai bile2.. harap persahabatan yg terjalin ni akan berkekalan sampai ke akhirnye...T^T

 pade aq dya ni cantek n hot seh.. mesti ramai laki admire dye.. aq yg pompuan pown suke tgk dya inikan laki (harap2 dye tak bace la blog aq nih lau tak mesti kembang dye bace nih) sweet cntek comey !!!! C:
buntu aq pikir nak beli ape untuk dye gelang kah? coklat kah ? tali pgg kah?
music box kah?

huhuhu last2 aq suh ana belikan ,, gelang.. gelang purple aq bg dye.. ana n sarina bg shawl purple huhu.. izwan bg tart .. zaty aq tak taw .. jum citer sket sal cik dya nih.. satu perkara yg dye plg suke .. iaitu karok!!! hahaha karaoke.. minah ni mmg suke karok... n citer2 die ialah .. (jgn terkejut) suri rumah.. ye suri rumah.. tapi bkn suri rumah yg biasa r.. suri rumah yg ade swimming pool court squash hahahaha... mmg cik dya nih.. suke buat aq gielak.. doa aq semoga dye menjadi suri rumah yg bahagia di dunia nih n akhirat aminnn ... semoga beliau berjaya dalam hidupnyer dan mendapat vios and engineer hohohohohoh.....

mlm ni kitorg lepak kat warung n nyanyi lagu hepi bday untuk dya.. satu warung uh nyanyikan.. dya suh diam aq nyanyi jgk hehehehe... kelihatan tanda2 dya terharu cewaaaahhh....

hmmm tu je kowt... da ngantukkkk huarghhh... nyte every body




HaPPy BirThdaY NadIa AziZi!!!!

Words for Happy Birthday In Different Languages

• Veels geluk met jou verjaarsdag! (Afrikaans)
• Ois guade winsch i dia zum Gbuadsdog! (Austrian)
• Chestit Rojden Den! (Bulgarian)
• Sun Yat Fai Lok! (Cantonese)
• Qu ni sheng er kuai le. (Mandarin)
• Tillykke med fodselsdagen! (Danish)
• Palju onne sunnipaevaks! (Estonian)
• Tavalodet Mobarak! (Farsi)
• Bonne Fete! (French)
• Haerzliche Glueckwuensche zum Geburtstag! (German)
• Hau`oli la hanau! (Hawaiian)
• Yom Huledet Same'ach! (Hebrew)
• Boldog szuletesnapot! (Hungarian)
• Buon Compleanno! (Italian)
• Quchjaj qoSlIj! (Klingon)
• Fortuna dies natalis! (Latin)
• Torson odriin mend hurgee! (Mongolian)
• Gratulerer med dagen! (Norwegian)
• Parabens! (Portuguese)
• Feliz Cumpleanos! (Spanish)
• Brigo! (Syriac)
• Chuc Mung Sinh Nhat! (Vietnamese)
• A Freilekhn Gebortstog! (Yiddish)

khas untuk ko 

ur r not 20 yet u r just 19.95 years old heheheh

MaGic WoorrDs

let me see your smile 
and ill show mine
together see the sunshine
shinesss.....

here comes the supernova auuuwwwwwww

MaGic WooDs

Tiny things like failure,
i will not scared of it!!!
i will believe in myself when nobody does and i will
LIvE a GraNd LiVe!!!!!!!

dark side in me..

i have once in my life have this kind of hatred to the people near me..you know the feeling of jealousy and kind of disgusted even the person is your friends.. did u all have this kind of feeling.. i admit that nobody perfect.. i am a kind of.. im a messy clumsy ugly lazy person.. all that bad stuff get to me.. then i realized i should dig out my weakness and try to improve.. no body perfect but we can try ourbest!! ganbatte kudasai!!! hahahah like the japanese said..

           i have a frens ... quite close to me.. at first she look likes very kind and sweet but then somehow she change.. she likes to talk about herself what she doing ,how she feels and nyet nyetn yet to me .. if for an hour i think its ok.. but everytime u meet her she keep talking about thatthe same thing 24 hours ouhhh its miserable...(sape boleh tahan la macha) u r matured enough u should know that that there are other people outside there with much worst problems..  stop nyet nyet nyet and try to motivate yourself u know that there are a saying that said "org yg pandai suke berckp tentang ilmu org yg sederhana suke berckp tntng peristiwa org yg tak berilmu suke bercakap tentang diri sendiri.. :!!!  i said that to people but actually i have it myself.. ok its time to dig my weakness...
yes!! sometimes me too.. i like to tell that to people all about the family things and problem to people.. i should realize that ,they too, have their own family problems.. then what else.. hah! i like to sleep and also a shopaholic.. i am still trying to control it.. its really difficult .. else than im always shy .. especiaally at class.. at class i supposed to give the answer, my idea.. but somehow it has in my head but its stuck in my mouth i cant speak it out... also dream  that never come true.. i just talk big but never done big things. as when i am form five student i said i want to be a doctor but i never study hard.. until matriculation.. i got very dissapointed result.. and then now in um i said i want to get into deanlist.. but then stilll.. what did i do..facebooking, skyping,wasting times and i always procrastinate.. aahhh i do that tomorrow tommorrow and then until the due date asish.. ainy .. ainy .. when u want improve.. its now!!!! i should start now..ok .. ganbatte kudasai!!!!
about my frens .. wether they know or not.. ill try to be the best to them coz they are the best frens to me.. its just... we are  people we have feelings.. and because of that together we keep go on and go on..i think i have many other bad habit.. ill try to trace its as i didnt see much above.. come on ganbatte kudasai!!!!!!

GaNbaTTe KuDasAI

new semester second sem

its now new year.. as usually.. new year comes with new hope new determination new goal... my goal this year is     ...... im going to get into the dean list ohohohoho still same as last year... and i have also found an idea about my blog.. well im going to report all the places that i have go in this blogs.. finally !!!!!! hahahah... day by day my desire to abroad is getting stronger and stronger .. especially japan.. my freinds said ouhh when you get married u will get trouble.. who bother about married when they dont have a boyfreind hahaha.. yes, im very clumsy messy ugly all that ugly stuff come to me.. but ill never let people laugh at my dream.. i have a strong belief in it.. i will believe that i can yes i can!!! so gambatte kudasaii aini!!!!!banzai banzai!!!

recently i have join the ang pau festival and the chinese languange class.. now i tendly get involve with them. but still i can't talk much to them compared to my malay frens ughhhh.. dont know why i cant open my mouth and yet yet yet talking .. aish very lame...